Tuesday, 16 February 2021

Money is Funny

it's funny, 
money is funny my friend 
it changes people 
it changes a friend to a foe 
but does it really change people?
or does it amplify their character? 

Lord, do not give me much of it
Give me enough
to support my obsessions 
and my basic needs 
make me a model man 


money has changed people 
money is funny 
money comes and goes 
people change and become normal again 
people's character's are determined by 
the amount of money they have 

Nothing Makes Sense

There are stories that don’t make sense

And because of that, they are great stories

Regaled over time, over centuries

And yet without the words

Because the story involves a woman and a man

All good stories – including even those that make sense

Always involve a woman and a man

Especially at the vulnerable moment – naked

 

Man and woman meet one time

The two do not have anything similar

Except because they are bipedal

And breath in oxygen

But then nature somehow makes them

Fall in love

 

‘We do not make sense,’ the woman swats him away.

The man does not go away

‘So does the universe,’ he responds

If he was a poet, he will rhyme

“That’s some up us,

We do not have make sense

Because the universe is made of so much nonsense,”

 

One time, even without any prompting

They realize that they have made a baby

They do not understand how it happened

Because nothing makes sense

It was an accident, they tell their parents

Well, they do not tell their parents

She tells her parents – all alone

Because that makes sense to her

But it does not make sense to her parents

And her boyfriend who has already fled to Chalbi desert


The Dry Well

The little drizzle flowed into the well

The water gathered to commune

With thirsty men and women

Everybody knows it wouldn’t last

Even I knew it would not last

But I camped by the well

For days on end quenching thirst

Oblivious of the days I’d go thirsty

But then such kind of thoughts never gather

For in the little drizzle, I confused for abundance

I even became generous, dishing the little to strangers

Way before even my loved ones reached the well

I bragged that the well was my own bounty

For I have stayed longer beside this dry well

Waiting for the little drizzle

And now I am by the dry well, waiting

Want To Want Me

Nostalgia,

Jason Derulo hits a note

‘Just the thought of you

Just the thought of you

Gets me so hiiiiiiigh’

 

I am sitting alone in an empty classroom,

Chairs piled arranged as by someone

who was suffering from acute diarrhea

but had to get the job done

and to distract my loneliness

I whipped my phone and played Jason Derulo

And then the message came through

The lecture had bounced

 

I cursed

I missed a few hours of precious sleep,

For this?

Betrayal.

Betrayal.

 

A while early, the unwelcome sound of the alarm

Made me think ‘It dawns so early these days,

I just slept a few minutes ago.’

Back then sleep was not elusive

 

 

I tossed my belongings inside the locker

My roommate was also awake, sitting on the top bunker

Also wondering why dawn comes early

A quick shower and moments later I am out

The day dragged on as days always do

And when evening came

An ominous foreboding washed over me

The door to our hostel room was unlocked

Unusual

I checked my locker and my laptop was missing

And now, so many years later

Listening to Jason Derulo

I reminisce that dark morning

And I miss my laptop who we got unceremoniously separated

My precious poems went with it 

Saturday, 13 February 2021

When You Mind Your Own Business

 when you mind your own business 

slipping like a shadow through the maze 

leaves them weary, ever wondering

who is this stranger?

what does he do?

why doesn't he have a girlfriend?

gosh! what's his name?


but then you slip through them

like a ghost, never saying as much as a word 

it bothers them 

it bothers them that you do not bother about them 

it nags their empty brains 

and when something goes wrong 

it is that quiet guy 

who does a good job at minding his business  



The Moon

 gazing at the pale in the dark 

and wonder what secrets it holds 

or sees in the hideous souls of men 

and women, 

prowling in the dark


the moon sneaks behind the moon 

as though going to bed 

with a secret lover 

but then it emerges again 

and shines as though nothing happened 


and life goes on 

the throb of the night life 

sings its tunes and dirges 

awaiting another day 

and another night 


Friday, 12 February 2021

Hook Me To A Drug

hook me to a drug 
as potent as opium 
hook me to a drug 
a drug that is 
extremely addictive, 
yet costs nothing 

hook me to a drug, 
a drug I can inhale like air 
hook me to a drug 
as addictive as life 

hook me to a drug, 
by god can't anyone package 
happiness, 
in a bottle and give it to me 
I would want to be a happiness addict 
a happiness junky