There, by the lonesome street lamp,
you embraced my chaos,
and disappeared into the darkness,
In that moment[, our bodies exchanged
a certain kind of strange warmth,
a warmth that lingered a tad longer,
and in that brief moment, loneliness dissipated
It felt as if we exchanged precious parts of ourselves,
Heartbeats, maybe – it was something we couldn’t live without
I left with the lamp,
Lighting the darkest parts of me,
and the labyrinthine maze,
I saw your face in every meander
And your smile lightened the burden of my chaos
For once, I was me, without blemish
I was me without embellishing
Life with anodyne expectations
That lovers are often prone to
I was me without having to live
Up to the impossible romantic ideals,
And then the rollercoaster began,
I boarded a train hurtling down the pleasant path of
destruction
It did not matter because we were together in the blissful wander
A wander that led nowhere although it feel our hearts with gladness
Or atleast my own heart – I am not sure if it did that to you
But, then, in being lost with you,
I was getting lost alone